The sweet taste of freedom

But it surely doesn't come cheap.

Hello!

I am watching the breakfast show now (aippp jgn jeles). Yuna and Najwa are singing now live bebeh.

OMG, Yuna rocks bebeh! okey nak focus. Bye.

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Tomorrow is my last day.

Tomorrow is the new beginning.

Friday nak pergi Bandung. Yeay!

Oh shit, budget semua tak buat lagi. Berapa nak kena bawak pun tak tau. Kalau iku hati memangla nak borong seluruh Bandung. Hehe

Okey actually takde ape nak cerita tapi ada dapat sms pulak suruh selalu selalu lah update blog. So kita layannnnn...

Isy rasa loser gile mumbling macam nih.

Oh ye, laptop masih dlm keadaan kritikal. Siapa baik hari nak derma RM500 kat i? Nak repair LCD screen. Takpon kita korek tabung Rania la.. Huhuhuhu.

Okeylah dah penat. Tata.

PS: Sila cari fan page she sells dekat facebook ada banyak beg Coach murah2 utk dijual. Belum berkesampatan update she sell punya blog so upload dekat dan page je. Sila la pergi menjengah.


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Kizsports&gym~I love you babe.

Happy kan dia?

Sometimes, I get so busy with my life that I forgot that that I neglected my most precious gift from God.




The other day, I cried my heart out. I stepped into our bedroom only to find out that she had already fallen asleep with an empty milk bottle still in her tiny hand. I did not put her to sleep nor did I prepare the milk warm for her. The milk was prepared few hours before and was on the dressing table. She must have independantly took the bottle, climbed up the bed and drank it to sleep.

She did not cry or even bother us at all. We were so busy ar the momment and we only realised that she was not with us after quite some times.She silently do all that all by herself while us-the parent were so busy doing our own things.

And believe me, that was not the first time.




Have you ever heard that actually before we were born, we actually get to choose who our parent is? Now, I am so ashamed with her because of all the good parents out the she choose us. Us who don't even bother to put her to sleep.. Us who left her early in the morning and only come back to see her again sometimes 5 minutes before midnight..




I feel so ashamed that I cried non stop until my eyes were swollen and red. What did I do to deserve such a sweetheart child? All I ever do was being busy with my damn life. So busy until my not ever two years old child being so independant and put herself to sleep.

She's not even freaking two years old yet! She was supposed to cry for attention before fallen asleep. She was supposed to need her mother's arm and cares that soothes her to sleep.


I love you Rania. I hope you know that. I am no normal mother. I sucks big time. Everything i do so far as your mother was a complete mess. I don't deserve you. You are too good to be true.




But I promise you one thing. From this moment I will not let my busy schedule be an excuse not to be with you. You come first before everything now. Sorry it took me two years to realised that. I hope i'm not too late...




I love you baby.. I really do.

P/S: The trip was obviously because I want to make it up to her ;)

Rania ~ The Little Diva

Ini bukan lakonan... Ini betul-betul...

The Little Diva in making.

Aihhh tak larat nak layan noks.

:)

Testing Testing

Hello.

Disebabkan cuti adalah amat panjang jadi sedang di bazirkan sewenang wenangnya. The husband tgh tgk hindustan while Rania tgh main dgn toy dia sorang sorang. So ambil peluang download segala bagai apps. Ni tgh testing la ni.

Lupa nak cerita laptop saya dah tamat riwayat pagi td kena duduk dek Rania. Nak marah pun takleh dah siapa suruh letak dekat lantai kan? Huhuhu sedihhh... Dahla rosak masa i tgh jobless ni. Grrrreeeaaatttt...

So for the time being update blog pakai phone je la... Nasib baik ada encik I kesayangan. Heheh. Tapi ttp sedih nak laptop baruuuuuu... Camne nak start project penganggur cari duit 101 neh. Aiyookkk..

Okeyla mengantuk pulak. Lagi 1 cara bazirkan masa yang sangat effective. Hohoho





Sila terima gambar kami camwhore masa breakfast kul 12 td. Huhu

Harap harap menjadi.

Ini gambar semalam. Masa sedang syok hangout dengan kawan-kawan sempena Hari Jadi pembaca tegar. Tak kurus kurus kan? Aisyyyy sakit mata tengok.

Anyway, al-kisah nak cerita pasal sambutan ni tapi sebenarnya ada kerja nak kena buat. Tadi streamyx dah call cakap nak pasang today. Hohoho. So I guess today balik rumah disambut dgn meriah la.

Okey, sambung kat rumah okey. Cutikan panjangggg..

Happy Chinese New Year to all Chinese out there!

Khas buat Puan Reeva

Nape tak invite I?
Huhuhu..

Sila invite ye.
fatiyahh@gmail.com

Dah. Nak sambung kerja.
:)

Jangan janji kalau tak boleh tepati.

Ya,Saya masih di neraka dunia sebab itu saya tak update blog.

Mereka janji saya tak perlu tunggu 1 month notice saya boleh pergi kononnya sebagai incentif. Lepas hand-over boleh cabut.

Hand-over minggu lepas. Minggu ni ada dateline. Masih saya kena buat.

Okey takpe. Sabar. Buat kerja. Diam. Tunduk.

File semua dah pindah ke branch *** sebab staff branch sana yang akan sambung kerja saya.

Dapat email dari sana, minta saya check kerja dia macam biasa.

Saya mintak senior branch *** yang check. Bukan sebab saya malas tapi sebab dokumen semua dekat sana.

Senior diam. Konon kerja dia banyak. Dateline kerja itu semalam. Staff itu dah tak senang duduk. Saya minta maaf tak dapat bantu. Saya pun buntu.

Beberapa minit kemudian, telefon berbunyi. General Manager angkat gagang. Mereka berkata sesuatu dalam bahasa yang saya tak faham. Suara seakan-akan berbisik. Mata menjeling-jeling ke arah saya.

Saya masih sabar, buat kerja. Diam. Tunduk

Panggilan itu dari senior di sana.

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Mereka janji saya tak perlu tunggu 1 month notice saya boleh pergi kononya sebagai incentif.

Lepas hand-over boleh cabut.

Hand-over minggu lepas. Minggu ini ada dateline. Masih saya kena buat.

Ya. Saya masih di neraka dunia.

Babi ahh...