The shoe that might change my life.

I am in love with a pair of shoe from Charles and Keith.

I should buy it. I am positively sure that it was love at 1st sight.

And I am having a dream last night about that particular shoe.

I should buy it right despite the fact that I am jobless right now??

I should, righttttt???

Rightttttt????

Oh God now I understand the feeling of all housewife out there.

The shoe is not that expensive pun and I am sure that the husband will not mind at all if I bought it (yeke?) hehe.

But, I feel guilty la kalau beli sbb the fact that I bring zero income this month. hummphhh..

Yeah, the power of money. I never feel this way before.

Anyway, the shoe will be my target this week.

It will be my motivation. I will try my best to be creative and unique and get that shoe by 14th of April this month!

Wish me luck!

Update!

Sumpah banyak gila draft tapi tak publish..

I lost my mojo.. I really hope to get it back.

When i quit my job last month, I do promise myself that I will update my blog on daily basis.

Doesn't matter if it just a random thought or even pointless rambling, I do want to make this blog alive again.

But then, as you can see, it didn't happen.

I really miss pouring my heart out here but for some reason I stop doing that.

And for some other reason, my life has been better. I am happier and I realized that I don't write much when I am happy. Turns out, I don't know how to share my happiness with people. (That is why you don't see a lot of Rania in my blog!) Hehehe. Teruknye perangai.

Anyway, this is latest picture of Rania during our short trip balik kampung during my brother's wedding last week. I think this should be enough to cover my silence all this while. :)

Enjoy!

Karat

Arghh shit lah.

Esok hari besar tapi sukar fokus.

Mungkin dah berkarat agaknya otak ni.

Walaupun duduk rumah baru 2 minggu (yang mendamaikankan) namun 1 tahun lebih dibazirkan seluruh siang di tempat yang berkarat, aku pun seolah-olah berkarat juga.

Ya allah.. bantulah hambamu ini..

Blog, selendang dan Handbag Coach.

Ehem Ehem.

Sebenarnya dah takde hati nak terus berblog sebab makin hari mood untuk blog makin lama makin hilang.

Hari tu tergerak nak bukak balik blog lama tahun 2008 yang telah diprivatekan sejak awal 2009, macam kagum pun ada tengok gigih betul I update blog dulu. Mostly pasal my pregnancy journey la kan. Now ni nak post 1 entry seminggu pun menggagau. Hehe

Tapi macam tersentuh juga bila jumpa kawan-kawan diorang cakap suka baca apa I tulis (walaupun rasa macam merepek n emo je lebih). Hehhe jadi tak sampai hati pulak kalau tak update. Tapi sumpah blank taktau nak type ape.

So nak update pasal tudung and selendang ni sebenarnya tapi takde kat tangan I la pulak. Then I pulak jenis kalau nak post gambar tudung tu mesti siap nak ada model tolong pakai. hehe. Gedik lebihkan biasalahhhh.. So nantikan update from she-sells ye. Kali ni bayak juga stock tudung 4 segi buat orang-orang yang tak reti pakai selendang. Dan I berani jamin stock kali ni susah sikit kalau nak nampak orang pakai tudung yang sama ngan kita sbb material datang dari jauhhhhh.. heheh. Takpe tunggu je lah ye.

Sementara nak menunggu update pasal tudung tu boleh je jenguk2 jugak dekat blog She sells sebab my most recent entry, I ada buat charity event sikit... Ada Coach handbag and purse untuk dijual dan hasilnya adalah 100% untuk charity. Nak tau lanjut click sini.. and lets do charity in STYLE!

P/S: Coach handbag ni for limited time only ye. Cepat-cepat sebelum ketinggalan. :)

Believe

Deep in my heart I know that in order for us to get something we really want we first have to believe.

I want to be a millionaire so bad but until this moment I still have a problem to believe that I will be a millionaire. I tried to visualize myself being one so many times but I still fail to do so.

I read books, clear my mind, find a mentor but still i can't imagine myself being a millionaire. And now I am scared because other people believe in me (tak kira la buat buat believe sebab nak jaga hati ke or betul2) but I myself still don't believe.

How eh?

Pandai tapi bodoh

Baru pagi tadi khabarkan berita yang aku sudah jobless pada mama.

Baru pagi tadi menjadi berani (have a guts) to spill it all to her.

*******

Bukan apa,

Kalau dulu, perempuan bila mahu belajar tinggi-tinggi di pandang pelik oleh masyarakat.

Katanya, buat apa belajar tinggi-tinggi masuk ke dapur juga akhirnya.

Tapi sekarang belajar tinggi tu common.

Bila tak kerja tu lah yang jadi orang pandang semacam je..

macam penganggur la kan.. tak dapat kerja sebab malas ke ape.

haisyy.

Walau memang buat-buat tak nampak tapi aku perasan sangat riak wajah orang bila diberitahu aku tak kerja..

Like it is a big sin to be a housewife.

And bigger sin for me I guess since our household income is not that great.

Ye lah aku tak kawin orang kerja Oil & Gas mampu beli umah sebijik hasil bonus aje.

Tapi kau bukan yang bagi rezeki pada kami sekeluarga.

Allah swt yg bagi.

Degree yang aku pegang tu adalah ilmu yang aku bawa.

Jangan jadi shallow ingat degree tu khas untuk mintak kerja.

Kalau aku jadi housewife pun, biar aku jadi housewife yang bijak mengira budget dan perbelanjaan harian kerana degree aku.

Kalau aku jaga anak saja sekalipun, biar aku bijak mendidik dan mengajar anak aku setara degree aku tu.

Kalau aku meniaga pun, biar aku guna segala macam ilmu yang aku dapat dari degree tu untuk majukan business aku.

********

Hampir 2 minggu aku berhenti kerja baru hari ini aku berani (have the guts) to spill it all to mama.

Ridicules bukan?

On being desperate housewife

Being a housewife clearly not my destiny.

I want to vacuum the whole house since I got back from Bandung.. well I supposed to. But did I do it? Nope.

On top of that, i also want to brush my bathroom tiles... well I have to because it's getting dirtier day by day but of course I didn't do that also.

I also suppose to prepare dinner for the husband because now that I practically do nothing. But guess what, I skip that too.

Wah malasnye aku!

I just want to get a good rest... Is it okey if I stay on like this for another week, hubby? :)

Ermmm.. how about I serve me for dinner?

Hahaha.

Back to the real world

Hellow!




Im back now from my 5 days trip to heaven (at least for ladies. Haha). Now I have to focus back on my life, my plans, and my goals. Oh God please help me because Im scared..

Anyway, i should post an entry about the heaven...if, I have a mood on that. Heheh. Today? Super super busy. Got things to settle. I have to pay my bills and obviously updating this blog doesn't do much help. Korangla takmo click ads aku. Haha.

Okey gotta run now. Byeeee.


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